when i first saw you i was afraid to meet you when i first met you i was afraid to kiss you when i first kissed you i was afraid to love you but now that i love you im afraid to loose you.....
You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.
I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU YOU WERE JUST ANOTHER FRIEND BUT WHEN I GOT TO KNOW YOU I LET MY HEART UNBEND I COULDN'T HELP PAST MEMORIES THAT WOULD ONLY MAKE ME CRY I HAD TO FORGET MY FIRST LOVE AND GIVE LOVE ANOTHER TRY SO I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING I JUST HAD TO LET YOU KNOW AND IF YOU EVER WONDER WHY I DONT KNOW WHAT I'LL SAY BUT JUST REMEMBER ONE THING I LOVE YOU..........
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Lesson From a Tea Cup!!!
More often we hear people complaining that "what have I done to deserve this? Why God is not listening to my prayers? They also ask other people to pray for them as they have lost faith in God. Please read this little story of a cup as it explains why God doesn't listen to your prayers when you want Him to listen. We all go through very difficult and painful time in life that we think that it is the end of the world. Most people run here and there in search of new God, new religion or quick fix. But we can all understand God's grace from this little story of a Tea Cup...
Lesson From a Tea Cup Once there was a young man. He was rather immature and inexperienced, but was ready to learn new things. He had a strong liking for antiques and was happy to visit different antique stores when he was on holidays. He traveled all over the world and collected many antiques. Over the time he developed a strong interest in antique pottery and especially in tea cups. He felt that they all had their unique stories to tell. Once while he was in an old fortress in Serbia which had been partially transformed into a museum, he spotted an exceptional tea cup in a dusty antique store which clearly had Turkish influences. He asked the seller: "May I see that exceptionally beautiful tea cup over there? It seems to come from Turkey . As the man handed him the tea cup, our young man suddenly heard the tea cup speak up:
"Thank you for liking me but you does not understand," it said, "I have not always been a tea cup. There was a time when I had no idea what service meant. I was just a dumb lump of red clay. Let me tell you my story and I am sure you will learn from it. I've lived for many, many thousands of years. I've witnessed wars and peace coming and going. Whole civilizations rolled over me as I sat there waiting. Then one day my master came. He took me, brought me home, rolled and pounded me on a wooden table. Again and again, he poked his fingers into me until finally I yelled out "don't do that!' Imagine someone would take you like this. , Leave me alone!' But he only smiled and gently said "Not yet!" The tea cup became more and more alive as he spoke to the shocked young man "Then, whoommmm! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly spun around and around and around until I lost all my sense of direction: Stop it, don't you see that I'm getting sick? Quickly, take me from the spinning wheel!' But the master only nodded in understanding and quietly said "not yet!' He only bent me in and out of shape to suit his plan with me.. "Then he placed me carefully into an oven. I never felt such heat. I yelled and knocked and pounded at the door: It is hotter than hell - I'm burning to ashes. Please get me out of here before it is too late.' I could see him through a tiny hole. I could only
read his lips as he shook his head from side to side and silently pronounced, "Not yet!' "When I thought I could not bear the heat for another minute, the door opened. He carefully took me out and put me on a shelf where I began to cool. It felt so good to be left alone. "But more was going to come. After I had cooled down he carefully picked me up, looked at me and brushed some dust away. Then he brought the colours and something transparent - the glaze. The fumes were horrible! I thought I would suffocate! , I said please,... have mercy! Don't you understand my misery? Please, please, please! Stop it! "But he only shook his head and said "Not yet, you're not yet ready!" "Then unexpectedly and very quickly he put me back into the oven. Only it was about twice or trice as hot as the first time - this was the most intense. From the beginning I felt... this is my death... I begged... I pleaded ... I threatened ... I screamed ... Finally, I cried without tears. Not even hot tears. I was convinced I will never make it. I was ready to give up.. "Just then - in the last second as I was slowly fainting, the door opened and he took me out. And again placed me on the shelf - where I cooled and waited... and waited ... and waited. "What was he going to do next? An hour or so later he came back and placed a mirror before me and said: ,Look at yourself!' And I did. "What I saw amazed me. It is what you see now. That's not me! I said. That cannot be me... It is too beautiful, "With a very compassionate voice my master spoke "This is what you are meant to be" and then he explained everything that was needed for me to look so beautiful.He said "I know it hurt you when I rolled and kneaded you on the table. But if I had not gotten the air out of you, you would have broken.' "I knew you must have lost all your sense of orientation when I was spinning you. But without this you would never have come into this form. I know the fumes of the colours in the glaze were intolerable when I painted you all over. But if I had not done that, you would not have had any colour in your life and you would not have hardened. And when I placed you in the second oven I knew that this would be the most severe part. But without it you would have broken very easily when the realities of life would have come. Believe me all I did was for your good. Now you are what I had in mind when I first saw you on the ground. Now you are a finished product." With this the tea cup stopped speaking - but there was a tear of gratefulness coming from its beautiful rim. The young man purchased the tea cup and only used it when he offered something to God. He never forgot the lesson he received from it. Whenever he was in a difficult situation and he felt like calling out, stop it! Leave me alone!', he remembered the words of the tea cup maker: "Not yet...!" However, he also became grateful - for he knew that everything that happened was designed by the Lord to make him what he was meant to become.
We should also have complete faith in God that HE knows what HE is doing for each of us. He is the potter and we are the clay. He will mold us and make us ready. He will also expose us to just enough pressures that we will become a perfect piece of His liking. So we should not misinterpret his divine grace and run here and there to search for new master. We should have faith in our master and learn to tolerate whatever we go through in our life as whatever he is doing is for our own good. Build such a relationship with him that he will become your parent and will be always around you to protect you and grant you all the happiness you deserve.
Lesson From a Tea Cup Once there was a young man. He was rather immature and inexperienced, but was ready to learn new things. He had a strong liking for antiques and was happy to visit different antique stores when he was on holidays. He traveled all over the world and collected many antiques. Over the time he developed a strong interest in antique pottery and especially in tea cups. He felt that they all had their unique stories to tell. Once while he was in an old fortress in Serbia which had been partially transformed into a museum, he spotted an exceptional tea cup in a dusty antique store which clearly had Turkish influences. He asked the seller: "May I see that exceptionally beautiful tea cup over there? It seems to come from Turkey . As the man handed him the tea cup, our young man suddenly heard the tea cup speak up:
"Thank you for liking me but you does not understand," it said, "I have not always been a tea cup. There was a time when I had no idea what service meant. I was just a dumb lump of red clay. Let me tell you my story and I am sure you will learn from it. I've lived for many, many thousands of years. I've witnessed wars and peace coming and going. Whole civilizations rolled over me as I sat there waiting. Then one day my master came. He took me, brought me home, rolled and pounded me on a wooden table. Again and again, he poked his fingers into me until finally I yelled out "don't do that!' Imagine someone would take you like this. , Leave me alone!' But he only smiled and gently said "Not yet!" The tea cup became more and more alive as he spoke to the shocked young man "Then, whoommmm! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly spun around and around and around until I lost all my sense of direction: Stop it, don't you see that I'm getting sick? Quickly, take me from the spinning wheel!' But the master only nodded in understanding and quietly said "not yet!' He only bent me in and out of shape to suit his plan with me.. "Then he placed me carefully into an oven. I never felt such heat. I yelled and knocked and pounded at the door: It is hotter than hell - I'm burning to ashes. Please get me out of here before it is too late.' I could see him through a tiny hole. I could only
read his lips as he shook his head from side to side and silently pronounced, "Not yet!' "When I thought I could not bear the heat for another minute, the door opened. He carefully took me out and put me on a shelf where I began to cool. It felt so good to be left alone. "But more was going to come. After I had cooled down he carefully picked me up, looked at me and brushed some dust away. Then he brought the colours and something transparent - the glaze. The fumes were horrible! I thought I would suffocate! , I said please,... have mercy! Don't you understand my misery? Please, please, please! Stop it! "But he only shook his head and said "Not yet, you're not yet ready!" "Then unexpectedly and very quickly he put me back into the oven. Only it was about twice or trice as hot as the first time - this was the most intense. From the beginning I felt... this is my death... I begged... I pleaded ... I threatened ... I screamed ... Finally, I cried without tears. Not even hot tears. I was convinced I will never make it. I was ready to give up.. "Just then - in the last second as I was slowly fainting, the door opened and he took me out. And again placed me on the shelf - where I cooled and waited... and waited ... and waited. "What was he going to do next? An hour or so later he came back and placed a mirror before me and said: ,Look at yourself!' And I did. "What I saw amazed me. It is what you see now. That's not me! I said. That cannot be me... It is too beautiful, "With a very compassionate voice my master spoke "This is what you are meant to be" and then he explained everything that was needed for me to look so beautiful.He said "I know it hurt you when I rolled and kneaded you on the table. But if I had not gotten the air out of you, you would have broken.' "I knew you must have lost all your sense of orientation when I was spinning you. But without this you would never have come into this form. I know the fumes of the colours in the glaze were intolerable when I painted you all over. But if I had not done that, you would not have had any colour in your life and you would not have hardened. And when I placed you in the second oven I knew that this would be the most severe part. But without it you would have broken very easily when the realities of life would have come. Believe me all I did was for your good. Now you are what I had in mind when I first saw you on the ground. Now you are a finished product." With this the tea cup stopped speaking - but there was a tear of gratefulness coming from its beautiful rim. The young man purchased the tea cup and only used it when he offered something to God. He never forgot the lesson he received from it. Whenever he was in a difficult situation and he felt like calling out, stop it! Leave me alone!', he remembered the words of the tea cup maker: "Not yet...!" However, he also became grateful - for he knew that everything that happened was designed by the Lord to make him what he was meant to become.
We should also have complete faith in God that HE knows what HE is doing for each of us. He is the potter and we are the clay. He will mold us and make us ready. He will also expose us to just enough pressures that we will become a perfect piece of His liking. So we should not misinterpret his divine grace and run here and there to search for new master. We should have faith in our master and learn to tolerate whatever we go through in our life as whatever he is doing is for our own good. Build such a relationship with him that he will become your parent and will be always around you to protect you and grant you all the happiness you deserve.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Is it 1 BUCK, gona make u worthwile or u rely thinking of sparing 1 MILLION for the future???
Wat I meant wuz, looking at the statistic in d recent collum, d number of disposal of infantz and killing tem bruttaly is takin place crutially nowadays like a nobody’z biz…wat I would lik to express here is tat,if u rely determine 2hv a kid than u rely can procced of havin tem n show tem d rite path n track of ur own experiences bt nt dumping tem astray n abandon tem in orphanage o wrap tem n leave tem in rubbish binZ!!!
If u rely n nt sure of ur commitment n ur nt redy 4 it..so b cautious abt it n PLAYSAFE!!! Dnt kill d life of un-expreszable feelingz of d infantz..
al dis is jz becoz of a few minutes of desire n pleasure of SEX wic cn harm n haunt ur feelingz til down 2ur grave if u eva commit a sin of killing n bruttaly murdering d infantz..
if u rely need SEX,jz do it in a SAFE way wic ter r many wayz in dis modern technology...u cn seek thro medication, surgery o eiher foreign objectz such as condom..itz nw available evn for woman if tey cnt persuade teir male partners 2 wear it…so ter wnt b crime raising issues of disposal of babies,increase of dumped kidz in orphanages n it rely cn help d community if evy individual tink rationally before involving temselves in UNPLANNED SEX..
if u rely determine 2 hv d kid on ur own, than bear it in mind than, tat d cost of a feeding n educating approximately 1 million per kid…if ur rely on to it than jz go for it cz,
I feel u wan ur kid 2 b blessed wit al d happiness u wan tem 2 hv it..itz not 2 scare o make ppl avoid marriages, bt itz a rational thing wic need 2 b considered by individualz..make a proper plan n hv a perfect life for ur kid n gv tem d finest n best u cn give…jz dnt make tem suffer n increase ur sins…is it 1 BUCK of condom gona make u worthwile or u rely thinking of sparing 1 MILLION for the future of ur kid???
If u rely n nt sure of ur commitment n ur nt redy 4 it..so b cautious abt it n PLAYSAFE!!! Dnt kill d life of un-expreszable feelingz of d infantz..
al dis is jz becoz of a few minutes of desire n pleasure of SEX wic cn harm n haunt ur feelingz til down 2ur grave if u eva commit a sin of killing n bruttaly murdering d infantz..
if u rely need SEX,jz do it in a SAFE way wic ter r many wayz in dis modern technology...u cn seek thro medication, surgery o eiher foreign objectz such as condom..itz nw available evn for woman if tey cnt persuade teir male partners 2 wear it…so ter wnt b crime raising issues of disposal of babies,increase of dumped kidz in orphanages n it rely cn help d community if evy individual tink rationally before involving temselves in UNPLANNED SEX..
if u rely determine 2 hv d kid on ur own, than bear it in mind than, tat d cost of a feeding n educating approximately 1 million per kid…if ur rely on to it than jz go for it cz,
I feel u wan ur kid 2 b blessed wit al d happiness u wan tem 2 hv it..itz not 2 scare o make ppl avoid marriages, bt itz a rational thing wic need 2 b considered by individualz..make a proper plan n hv a perfect life for ur kid n gv tem d finest n best u cn give…jz dnt make tem suffer n increase ur sins…is it 1 BUCK of condom gona make u worthwile or u rely thinking of sparing 1 MILLION for the future of ur kid???
Useless husbands can be dealt with...
>After 17 years of marriage, a man dumped his wife for his young Secretary.
>His new girlfriend demanded that she wanted to live in the couple's
>multimillion dollar home, and since the man's lawyers were a little better,
>he prevailed. He gave his now ex-wife just 3 days to move out.
>She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and
>suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her
>things.
>On the third day, she sat down for the last time at
>their beautiful dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft
>background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp,a jar of caviar, and a
>bottle of Chardonnay. When she had finished, she went into each and every
>room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp shells, dipped in caviar,
>into the hollow of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and
>left.
>When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the
>first few days.
>Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything; cleaning &
>mopping and airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents, and
>carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere.
>Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which they
>had to move out for a few days, and in the end they even paid to replace
>the expensive wool carpeting. Nothing worked.
>People stopped coming over to visit... Repairmen
>refused to work in the house...The maid quit...
>Finally, they could not take the stench any longer and decided to move.
>A month later, even though they had cut their price in half, they could not
>find a buyer for their stinky house. Word got out, and eventually, even the
>local realtors refused to return their calls.
>Finally, they had to borrow a huge sum of money from the bank to purchase a
>new place.
>The ex-wife called the man, and asked how things were going. He told her
>the saga of the rotting house.
>She listened politely, and said that she missed her old home terribly, and
>would be willing to reduce her
>divorce settlement In exchange for getting the house back...
>Knowing his ex-wife had no idea how bad the smell was, he agreed on a price
>that was about 1/10th of what the house had been worth. But only if she
>were to sign the papers that very day. She agreed,
>and within the hour his lawyers delivered the paperwork.
>A week later, the man and his new girlfriend stood smirking as they watched
>the moving company pack everything to take to their new home...
>Including the curtain rods !!!
>His new girlfriend demanded that she wanted to live in the couple's
>multimillion dollar home, and since the man's lawyers were a little better,
>he prevailed. He gave his now ex-wife just 3 days to move out.
>She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and
>suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her
>things.
>On the third day, she sat down for the last time at
>their beautiful dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft
>background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp,a jar of caviar, and a
>bottle of Chardonnay. When she had finished, she went into each and every
>room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp shells, dipped in caviar,
>into the hollow of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and
>left.
>When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the
>first few days.
>Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything; cleaning &
>mopping and airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents, and
>carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere.
>Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which they
>had to move out for a few days, and in the end they even paid to replace
>the expensive wool carpeting. Nothing worked.
>People stopped coming over to visit... Repairmen
>refused to work in the house...The maid quit...
>Finally, they could not take the stench any longer and decided to move.
>A month later, even though they had cut their price in half, they could not
>find a buyer for their stinky house. Word got out, and eventually, even the
>local realtors refused to return their calls.
>Finally, they had to borrow a huge sum of money from the bank to purchase a
>new place.
>The ex-wife called the man, and asked how things were going. He told her
>the saga of the rotting house.
>She listened politely, and said that she missed her old home terribly, and
>would be willing to reduce her
>divorce settlement In exchange for getting the house back...
>Knowing his ex-wife had no idea how bad the smell was, he agreed on a price
>that was about 1/10th of what the house had been worth. But only if she
>were to sign the papers that very day. She agreed,
>and within the hour his lawyers delivered the paperwork.
>A week later, the man and his new girlfriend stood smirking as they watched
>the moving company pack everything to take to their new home...
>Including the curtain rods !!!
There was a World wide survey of "Most Embarrassing Moment in human life
Third Place
"It was the day before my eighteenth birthday. I was living at home, but my parents had gone out for the evening, so I invited my girlfriend over for a romantic night alone. As we lay in bed after making love, we heard the telephone ringing downstairs. I suggested to my girlfriend that I give her a piggy-back ride to the phone. Since we didn't want to miss the call, we didn't have time to get dressed. When we got to the bottom of the stairs, the lights suddenly came on and a whole crowd of people yelled "SURPRISE!".
My entire family, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins and all of my friends were standing there ! My girlfriend and I were frozen to the spot in a state of shock and embarrassment for what seemed like an eternity.
Since then, no-one in my family has planned a surprise party again!!!
Second Place
"While in line at the bank one afternoon, my kid decided to release some pent-up energy and started to run amuck. I was finally able to grab hold of her after receiving looks of disgust and annoyance from other patrons. I told her that if she didn't start behaving herself right now, she would be punished. To my horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as threatening, "If you don't let me go right now, I will tell Grandma that I saw you kissing Daddy's pee-pee(dick) last night!".
The silence was deafening after this enlightening exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were doing! I mustered the last of my dignity and walked out of the bank with my daughter in tow. The last thing that I heard as the door closed behind me were the screams of laughter.
And the Winner is...
This one actually happened at Harvard University in October last year.
In a biology class, the professor was discussing the high glucose levels found in semen. A young female (freshman), raised her hand and asked, "If I understand what you are saying, there is a lot of glucose in male semen, as in sugar?" "That's correct." responded the professor, going on to add much statistical data. Raising her hand again, the sweet young thing asked, "Then why doesn't it taste sweet?".
After a stunned silence, the whole class burst out laughing, the poor girl turned bright red and as she realized exactly what she had inadvertently said(or rather implied), she picked up her books without a word and walked out of the class, and never returned.However , as she was going out of the door, the professor's reply was a classic. Totally straight- faced, he answered her question, "It doesn't taste sweet because the taste-buds for sweetness are on the tip of your tongue and not in the back of your throat!
"It was the day before my eighteenth birthday. I was living at home, but my parents had gone out for the evening, so I invited my girlfriend over for a romantic night alone. As we lay in bed after making love, we heard the telephone ringing downstairs. I suggested to my girlfriend that I give her a piggy-back ride to the phone. Since we didn't want to miss the call, we didn't have time to get dressed. When we got to the bottom of the stairs, the lights suddenly came on and a whole crowd of people yelled "SURPRISE!".
My entire family, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins and all of my friends were standing there ! My girlfriend and I were frozen to the spot in a state of shock and embarrassment for what seemed like an eternity.
Since then, no-one in my family has planned a surprise party again!!!
Second Place
"While in line at the bank one afternoon, my kid decided to release some pent-up energy and started to run amuck. I was finally able to grab hold of her after receiving looks of disgust and annoyance from other patrons. I told her that if she didn't start behaving herself right now, she would be punished. To my horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as threatening, "If you don't let me go right now, I will tell Grandma that I saw you kissing Daddy's pee-pee(dick) last night!".
The silence was deafening after this enlightening exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were doing! I mustered the last of my dignity and walked out of the bank with my daughter in tow. The last thing that I heard as the door closed behind me were the screams of laughter.
And the Winner is...
This one actually happened at Harvard University in October last year.
In a biology class, the professor was discussing the high glucose levels found in semen. A young female (freshman), raised her hand and asked, "If I understand what you are saying, there is a lot of glucose in male semen, as in sugar?" "That's correct." responded the professor, going on to add much statistical data. Raising her hand again, the sweet young thing asked, "Then why doesn't it taste sweet?".
After a stunned silence, the whole class burst out laughing, the poor girl turned bright red and as she realized exactly what she had inadvertently said(or rather implied), she picked up her books without a word and walked out of the class, and never returned.However , as she was going out of the door, the professor's reply was a classic. Totally straight- faced, he answered her question, "It doesn't taste sweet because the taste-buds for sweetness are on the tip of your tongue and not in the back of your throat!
Little Mary Margaret
Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic School ... Usually she slept through the class.
One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. 'Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?' When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear.
'God Almighty!' shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, 'Very good' and continued teaching her class.
A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, 'Who is our Lord and Savior?' But Mary didn't stir from her slumber Once again, Johnny came to her rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt.
'Jesus Christ!!!' shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, 'Very good,' and Mary Margaret fell back asleep.
The Nun asked her a third question...'What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'
Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, 'If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!'
The nun fainted...........
One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. 'Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?' When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear.
'God Almighty!' shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, 'Very good' and continued teaching her class.
A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, 'Who is our Lord and Savior?' But Mary didn't stir from her slumber Once again, Johnny came to her rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt.
'Jesus Christ!!!' shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, 'Very good,' and Mary Margaret fell back asleep.
The Nun asked her a third question...'What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'
Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, 'If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!'
The nun fainted...........
Saturday, May 24, 2008
gENTING bDay!!!
im bc afta long time...i had a awesome bday party in genting!!!my 23 years old bday on 23rd may...i would like to thanx 2 my fren wo cm along n celebrated my bday wit me ter..i would like to thank komathy, wo cm al d way fm s'ban,arun krishnan,dianar michael,jayakayatri,suresh ganesan n uma magZ...i rely njoyed my bday to d fullest...thanx 2 jayakayatri n arun 2 tc of us!!!
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